▍ ❝   DO NOT INTERACT.
minors, accounts that endorse ai, taboo accounts, non-rp accounts do not interact. i will be selective and does not have to explain myself when it comes to soft-blocking or not reciprocating a follow. i would rather you did not follow if your intention was immediate shipping with my muse. anything that makes me uncomfortable will be ignored on purpose, so i can roleplay in an environment i feel untroubled in.

▍ ❝   PENDING REPLIES.
i'm a university student with a busy schedule, which means i will be taking my time and always prioritize studies. i won't ever pressure anyone in any way to reply to me and absolutely understands how complicated things might be in your personal life. all i ask is that you do the same. i don't mind occasional reminders, since i have the unfortunate habit of losing some replies, but i'd like it if the lenght i take to reply was respected.

▍ ❝   DISCLAIMERS.
mature themes will be present such as manipulation, possible mentions of gore and death, obediance taken to unhealthy extremes, toxic romance, corruption, tragedy, shame, internalized cruelty, etc. deciption of the darker nature of humanity w/ scarred individual and lore. obviously, if you aren't comfortable with these subjects, steer clear of this account and muse.

▍ ❝   SHIPPING.
this account is multiship with main mutuals and carefully concoted relationships. in particular terms ; this muse explores deeper, emotionally bonded relationships, with the possibility of ingrained manipulation. these relationships may oscillate between healthy and toxic dynamics, as that is the kind of narrative i prefer to write. ships will require proper build-up and chemistry, whether they are rooted in hatred, genuine sentiments, security, or obsession. romance/shipping in a more traditional sense interests me little.

GENERAL .
•   name   :   heli varran
•   gender   :   female
•   orientation   : pansexual
•   species   :   human
•   weapon(s)   :   great sword, hunting horn, insect glaivePHYSICAL .
•   eyes   :   hazel
•   hair   :    a dark brown/van dyke brown
•   height   :   165 cm
•   skin   :   sun-kissed tan
•   donned armor   :   depends on the occasion, the main one includes pieces of jin dahaad and arkveld coupled with royal attires and helm.
•   particular traits   :   human inflicted scar along her nose, monster inflicted gash near the end of her left eye, several other marks of perils upon the body, but two larger ones upon her left shoulder and right thigh & fading magnamalo tattoo across her backMENTAL .
•   alignement   :   lawful neutral
•   traits   :    quietly tormented, guilt-driven, haunted by loss, beholden, frequent mood swings
•   likes   :   folkoric lore of dunvar, artisanal cheese of kunafa, kinsect foliacath, smell of cocoa and burnt wood, stability, purpose
•   dislikes   :   lies, poachers, reproachable/irresponsible hunters, tigrex, her father, secrets, reminders of home and the people she's abandoned

▍ ❝   OATH. An oath of wardenship sworn before the wilds, charging its knights with the preservation of the natural order and the guidance of all who bear the hunt.

BACKGROUND .
•   birthplace   :   dunvar village
•   current residence   :   no established residence, though available posting quarters in dundorma
•   nuclear family   :   two parents she does not wish to see and a little sister.
•   companions   :   palico charcut & seikret caradoc
•   affiliation   :   the knightly order of the hunter's guild❝ + POSITIVE ATTRIBUTES : pain endured elevated to allegiance, careful hands, loyal to a fault, obedience bordering on submission, seeks purpose, measure of worth through service rendered, prefers certainty to comfort, seeks salvation through justice, disciplined, uncommonly faithful, responsability driven❝ - NEGATIVE ATTRIBUTES : mistakes cruelty for truth, blind to the faults of her order, denies mercy when it threatens her doctrine, weaponized docility, clings to institution long after they have failed her, treats suffering as proof of righteousness, resents in others the freedom she denies herself, confuses punishment with redemption, accepts exploitation when wrapped in purpose, desperate for approval from those she loves, craves authority, excessively compliant and dependant of purpose

▍ ❝   I.
___*** NOTE: this section is to document important events in my muse's life. all informations are subject to change with time and added as heli grows into different storylines & relationships.      appearance inspiration comes mainly from in game customization although bound to change through roleplay

▍ ❝   II.
❝ the tormented lamb
born in dunvar, nestled between mount kuan and mount hoth, juvenile heli varran followed an inexorably imposed doctrine, while her younger sister was groomed for admiration, adorned with every grace expected of a future bride of dunvar. a bitter and unrelenting father instilled in her the belief that her worth lay solely in the prospect of the higher calling of the hunter's guild, proven by the physical torments inflicted upon skin and when his interest in her purpose faded, that lesson remained.

▍ ❝   III.
no prodigious huntress, at first, she mastered what necessity and survival demanded, her perseverance born of longing. prior instructions teaching her that duty outweighed desire and that obedience was virtue. walking this path without protest, conditioned to obey, desperate for a love forever withheld, she became docile, compliant, and dutiful, chasing the approval that seemed destined only for another. partly abandoned to her own devices, jealousy blossomed under bitterness, ever grasping for a semblance of favor that remained beyond reach.

▍ ❝   VERSE ONE. ^{KAMURA/ELGADO}
through prowess tempered in slaughter, through shattered monster bodies and beneath the watchful approval of her father, heli varran claws her ascent into kamura, where her first great charge awaits. there, amid quiet hearths and steadfast companions, she comes to learn gentleness and patience, fellowship, and mercy. it is also there that her heart finds its first true rhythm beside another.bastian, whose years of hunts and hardship had long since stolen his place in the field, spent his days repaying the village that had once sheltered him as chef. when purpose arrived upon his doorstep in the form of a lost lamb, his warmth kindled something long dormant within her. two souls, altered by loss and circumstances entwined by the lives they shared.fate, cruel and indifferent, delivered a wasting sickness upon bastian. his passing weeks later cast a shadow across the village, but none bore its burden more heavily than varran. grief curdled into bitterness, uncertainty festering into fear.thereafter, the outpost of elgado became a gateway to solitude, offering a new purpose while slowly consuming what remained of her. she buried herself in drink and bloodsport. the years blurred together, becoming both sanctuary and prison, every wound and resentment distilled into a singular pursuit of a unattainable purpose.

▍ ❝   VERSE TWO. ^{FORBIDDEN LANDS}
the forbidden lands had called for blades willing to venture beyond the veil of certainty and into territories where the wild had long ceased to obey reason. a simple comission ; a young boy's desperate search for the home stolen from him. a trail of revelations descending through layers of rot and silence until it exposed a darkness buried beneath generations of careful neglect.forced from the field and into the suffocating stillness of research, she spent countless days entombed within sild's archives, surrounded by dust-choked records and forgotten testimonies, verifying fragments of a history that should never have existed. monsters forged by design, creatures sculpted through science and hubris, created to serve as guardians before becoming instruments of devastation. innocent lives offered to ambition and buried beneath layers of bureaucracy and convenient amnesia.with every discovery, the institution she had sworn to uphold fractured further in her mind and admiration curdled into resentment. the keepers had offered guidance and knowledge, yet, beneath their wisdom, they were wardens of truth who feared its release, guardians who mistook secrecy for responsibility, their silence threatenening to condemn countless others.from that torment emerged the only answer she could still believe in. there remained only one ambition capable of eclipsing every doubt clawing at her thoughts. she would become a knight of the guild. for authority was the sharpest blade she could wield against ignorance. because knowledge, when coupled with conviction, could sever lies at their root.

▍ ❝   VERSE THREE. ^{DUTY BOUND}
tba.

@mogasfinest. raeth two hearts weathered by loneliness ( ... ) a tender refuge, found in the space between understanding and devotion.@exenblut. the keener a starving heart and the all-powerful hand that feeds it dependency dressed as sanctuary.@sealedhunter. thaddeus. dutiful strays pretending they do not understand each other's loneliness.@zheleznyymishka. iron heart. discipline colliding headfirst with recklessness between a battered knight and the drunken fool assigned to her care.

@iamwarborn. hakon. she cannot afford to linger in the past when all the monster sees is the woman under the armor.@akiraibaraki07. akira. the chief’s burden, knights bound to different causes, forfeiting duty for unguarded desires.@ironr0se. amelia. when hubris claims one, it is imperative their counterpart be their promising demise ( ... ) honor bleeding from worn-out hearts.@URL. tba. little blurb about relationship if you want !